Before I start this let me say I have nothing against black or mexican guys. I'm white, I grew up in NY, I've dated from all kinds of different races. That being said I'll continue with my entry. I now live in VA where racism is not dead at all. A lot of white people here still think they are superior to the point it makes me want to puke. If that's your view that's fine, but keep it to yourself I'm sorry but I don't agree so don't try to push it on me. I have the same feeling about religious beliefs. You have yours, I have mine let's just leave it that way right. So at work we have one half mexican guy and the rest of us are white. Idk if thats a coincidence or not, its hard to tell around here. But you know Frankie the half Mexican guy is one of my best friends. While at work though I get hit on constantly by Mexican guys and black guys. Its to the point where other people notice and make comments. There is a girl that works nights with me, her boyfriend is very racist and I had to threaten to throw him out if he didn't stop saying nigger this and nigger that. I just about lost my temper, I think its ignorant. So this half black half white guy that lives over 1.5 hours away who drives through here all the time asked me out to dinner. I didn't agree, I had to much going on this weekend but I gave him my number. As soon as he left she started running her mouth and I had to tell her I was going to write her up if she didn't watch her mouth right. But that makes me think, cause my mom's boyfriend was born and raised down here. He has the same views and unfortunately his opinion matters to my mom. It makes me think that I need to sensor who I date to keep them happy. But why do I have to make other people happy? If someone makes me happy why does it matter who I'm with??? I don't want the drama, I went through this with my stepfather. So I went out with my mom yesterday shopping and I didn't say anything about all this thinking I was doing. We were at JcPenney and there was this guy there that was totally hitting on me something hardcore and he was Mexican. After he walked away she was like you're not actually going to keep his number are you. I didn't bother to answer, just kept walking. She then brought up her boyfriend and I looked at her and said I wasn't saying anything about the fact that she was dating a racist idiot, so she didn't have the right to comment on who talked to me. She didn't say anything else the rest of the night. They like Mike, my ex-boyfriend from 2 guys o lol which was like 2 years ago. We've been friends for a very long time. But he smothers me, which is different from when we started dating, he was very withdrawn and now if i see him he's all over me. They like him but i'm 25 most 26, do i really need their approval? This is a stupid entry but it was something that was bugging me so thats all that matters.
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