I know that when I was a teenager I had drama and it seemed like so uber awful that my life was ending every other day just because someone said something about me in gym class. I cried when the boys called me fat and passed notes with their friends about not being able to see around my fat ass. But I grew out of that when I realized they all had small dicks and even smaller brains. So I'm working with a bunch of teenagers. That's what fast food is, a stopping place for every 16, 17 and 18 yr old that wants to finish high school and have a car. I'm there so I can finish college and raise my kid, some people are there just because they can't work anywhere else for lack of being able to pass a normal drug test. I'm sure there are a few that actually love working fast food, I just haven't met them yet. (Why do my cats insist on sitting on my lap when I type???) So Amber who looks like Barbie if barbie had all of a sudden become depressed and eaten a gallon of ice cream a nite for 3 weeks. She's curvy, in no way fat, just curvy and she's sweet as she can be when she wants to be. Normally she won't take any bullshit but that's just from girls, guys well she plays with most of them but has it bad for the losers. The guys that treat her good she collects and puts in a box for when she wants to play, the ones that treat her like shit she falls in love with and cries her eyes out over at work. I admit I attract losers, I don't have nice guys to choose from. She can have anyone, she's that pretty. She's also very very smart, is planning her life. But she's dating a guy that bitches when she's doing her homework, college courses in high school. She failed a test, the first ever in this class because he made her feel so bad she didn't study. I could have killed them both when she told me. Why would anyone throw away their future for some guy who isn't even nice to them??? I don't get it. I like Amber a lot, she's fun to hang out with and great to have a conversation with. I just think she's being stupid as hell, and I've told her as much and yet she still continues to moon over this guy. Lord give me the strength not to kill her. Ugh!
So my life is the same. I'm back on my meds which is awesome, it makes my life just a little more stable and balanced. I got Austin's name tattooed on my arm, and it came out really good. I got 6 puzzle pieces with a letter in each one, because he is Autistic and puzzle pieces are the sign. And its the sign because its such a confusing disorder, and each child/person is so different its hard to put it all together. So its a puzzle. I'm not doing so bad with being single right now, I'm surrounded by family and some awesome friends. Plus I'm drowning myself in homework and actual work so I don't have time. I'm finally getting my new home put together, it's starting to look really nice. I'll be so happy when its done. I need to get a curio cabinet with a lock so Austin can't break all the things I love again. I'm afraid to put anything out that's breakable. We will see how it goes. Hope everyone has a happy halloween. Austin is going trick or treating with his dad.
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