black.rainbow.lyts
All Jumbled Up
I'm not pregnant. We're not really sure what is wrong with me. We are 5 days into jump starting my system but its not working, I still haven't had my period since the beginning of January. I've been so tired and run down, I don't understand what's going on. I feel awful. I tried really hard to not freak out. If I don't get my period by Tuesday I need to go back to the doctor and she's talking about running some blood tests. I almost can't afford the tests. Its 30 to see the doctor and then it could be almost 70 for the tests since I don't have insurance, but I can't afford insurance. Its that never ending cycle of bullshit. I'll have to talk to mom and see if she can help me pay for it, if it gets too high. I need my energy back, I need to stop feeling so awful. I'm taking my meds, the ones that keep me from feeling like utter shit. Well this entry is pointless cause all the things I was thinking and all the things that are bothering me seem like too much to have to write, too much effort.
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