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That's as impossible as nailing jello to a tree <3
by Shar

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when you look around will i still be there or have you pushed me just far enough out of your life that I'm not coming back..?

04/25/2011


black.rainbow.lyts











Holy Cow


Its been a holy cow day. It started out ok, I didn't get much sleep. I had to close the store last night then get up at 7am to go to my moms. See Austin was over there last night so the Easter Bunny went there instead of coming here. Well Cliff spent the night, yes I know I'm a moron. Working on that. His brother calls at 7:10am to say he's run off the road and he need Cliff to go to their other brothers house and wake him up so they can help him out. He said that he was going 35mph when a deer jumped out in the road and he swerved and ended up going through a fence. According to Cliff the cop said that he had to be going at least 45 or 50mph. They think he was texting and not swerving considering where he was at, but who knows. So anyway I got distracted. So I took Cliff to his brother's house and then went to moms. Luckily Austin was just waking up and didn't know anything had happened. He was so excited when he saw his easter basket that he kept carrying everything around with him like someone was going to steal it lol. Then we showed him the eggs we had to find and he was all excited about that too. I spent most of the morning there, we made a ham for lunch and then my aunt and uncle left for NC. So I brought Austin back here, Cliff had been hounding me all morning about when I was going to be back and wanting to do something. I didn't realize he was already getting drunk. Well I got home around 1pm and Cliff has already burned through a 6 pack with his brother's neighbors. I don't want to deal with that. So we ended up fighting, he didn't know when he was coming back after he rushed me all day, he didn't want me to pick him up. He didn't want to deal with my mouth cause he was drinking. So I get pissed off, so I'm not sitting around here again waiting for him to decide what he wants. Fuck him. So I lock up the house real tight, make sure all the windows are locked and turn on the a/c for the animals. He keeps saying he can get in no matter what. I locked both locks on each door. So he has to break a window to get in. Austin and I go to my job, I get Austin some cookies and ketchup and cry like a dumbass about how I'm tired of the way things are. That I hate being alone blah blah blah. So I leave my job and I'm just driving in the direction of Austin's dad's job, I ask him if he wants me to bring Austin by around 6 when he gets off so he can see him. He says he does. So I call a friend who lives on that same road and stop to visit. Her daughter is autistic and her husband works with me. So I'm there talking to them for about 20 minutes when Ken calls. If I'll bring Austin to Wytheville his girlfriend wants to take him with her to her grandma's for Easter then after Ken gets off work they'll do their Easter family thing. So I take him out there, then I run to Walmart to get Austin some shorts since its supposed to be almost 80 all week. Amber my friend from work texts and asks if I want to hang out with her. Now Cliff has been texting me on and off, some nice and some nasty but I'm not really answering ya know. Mostly I'm letting him vent. He records a song and sends it to me, its hard to tell what the song is and then he said he sent it for no reason. Amber and I decide to walk the small trail here and that was a lot of fun. I really need to walk more, I'm way out of shape. I was tired and my legs were wobbling by the time we were done. Its uphill mostly going but its downhill on the way back. She's having guy issues, I'm having guy issues. We both know what the issue is but we're not fixing it by getting rid of the guy cause we're dumb I guess. After I get Austin back and I'm on my way home Cliff called. If I went home would I bring him the beer he left here, I say no. He says can I come get it? I said no. We got in a fight, I hung up, then proceeded to make sure everything was still locked. He'll have to break something to get in here. Sorry this was a dumb entry I was making a point somewhere but I don't remember what, I'm tired and I don't remember anything else. I'm going to bed.

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