So I had pretty much agreed not to let my friends influence me anymore. And I've done a pretty good job of it, but what about when what they are saying reflects what I've been thinking? Does he love you or is he just saying it because you say it first? Ok number 1, Mike doesn't just say things to make me happy, trust me, if he did we probably wouldn't have made it this far. Number 2, what would have made him say it the first time if he wasn't feeling something? So what was rattling around in my head was the thought that maybe he's still not sure what he wants but he's saying it anyway until he figures it out. I don't vocalize my doubts because they may come true. I might be right but this is one of those things I just don't want to know. I figure he'll eventually figure out what's going on and all I can do is love him. I'm getting tired of haters and fake friends trying to rain on my happiness. I'm done trying to find the bad in the good, worrying about every little thing. I'm growing up and getting smart...damn it had to happen sometime.
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