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I started my Christmas decorations. Here is just a sneak peak at what I have done so far. That’s fake snow that supposed to go around windows, but I thought it would be more awesome in my bathroom where I would actually see it My tree is almost finished – I will take a pictures of that soon as well. I figured this year since I don’t get to go home – I might as well make my place festive. I am going to make candies this weekend – I bought this neat little kit (which I can reuse the molds next year) it makes like chocolate candies on sticks. I wouldn’t call them lollipops cause … well, they aren’t technically a hard candy. I think lollipops are. Anyways, I will take pictures of them as well. I don’t know exactly what I am going to do this Christmas by myself, but eggnog is def. on the menu. I kind of don’t really want to make an entire dinner just for myself – maybe I will just make my favorites and call it good. I don’t know yet.
I have so much studying I need to do, but when I get home I am so tired that I just want to relax. I found out that the lowest grade I can get on my Humanities Final is 88pts, which would keep me at an A. That exam is on Monday, so this weekend I will be studying. My final for history is Thursday and I have only one chapter of notes done. I will work on some more while I am at work and then when I get home before I go to class. After Monday – the term is over and I can rest. I really need to rest. It wouldn’t of been so bad, but the history class was a short term class so we basically bundled up 16 chapters into 4 weeks, supposed to be a 6 week class. She ever so stupidly/kindly depending on how you look at it, gave us several extra days off instead of teaching the material, then again she does teach she just shows you a power point and send you home. Meh. Next term is going to be interesting … I lined up tougher classes, but one easy one. Chemistry, Spanish, and AOJ (just a basic class about laws and punishments). I am more interested in those classes for sure.
Mike wanted to come hang out again last night … that would of put us as three days in a row. Eh. I almost said sure, but then I know how I get easily smothered when first seeing someone. I told him no, but he said he would like to come over and help me finish hanging my lights around my apartment and help make candies. I think that’s kind of sweet of him. I mean first of all what guy is actually okay with sitting on your couch and tying string onto all your Christmas tree decorations? Hahaha. I was talking to my girl friend last night and was expressing how he kind of confuses me – I think it’s only because I don’t really know him still. He said he has only had two girlfriends which I think I mentioned this already I don’t know, and that he doesn’t like one night stands (but like any other person I am sure he has experimented with them), but he says certain not so innocent things via text, but has yet to make even one move on me. Which confuses me, I totally appreciate it though – the whole not rushing in on making a move. I wonder if Mike will say something to Kyle about hanging out with me while they are doing their training … you know how guys are.
Speaking Kyle. Guess who text me last night. Kyle. He texts, “So what are you not going to talk to me anymore? “ I didn’t respond. I have nothing to say to him. I tried talking to him about my feelings the weekend of Thanksgiving and he just flipped out on me. I ended our “conversation” that night with – text me when you want to go hang out in public. I didn’t hear from him the rest of last week or this past weekend (when I had originally invited him to the Symphony with me) so that right there tells me he has no interest in making a solid attempt to improve what I said had bothered me, about him never wanting to go out with me on real dates. Don’t know if I will ever text him back – Apparently, he didn’t realize I re-activated my PoF account and saw him on there that night we had our “argument” plus when I was at his apt for Thanksgiving he was super hesitant on letting me use his computer and people are only like that when they have something to hide. So, I quickly checked his browsing history and that day he had been on PoF – I mean here I am at his freaking apt making him a nice Holiday dinner and he is apparently, busy on the dating site. Rude. Anyways. Done with it and him.
Arg, I am still wanting to meet up with CJ. Before I was seeing someone else about nine months ago I had been on PoF only met one person … I think he was gay and just wasn’t ready to come out of the closet yet. Anyways, apparently I had been conversing with CJ for a while. He recognized my profile after I had messaged him, he said my hair changed so much he didn’t recognize me at first. He remembered that when we were originally talking I was having a hard time with my roomy (which was why I now live on my own) he remembered I like sewing, which actually isn’t something I advertise on the site. Not only did he remember I like sewing, but he remembered I had been working on a dress. I don’t know, something about him being able to remember the details like that is interesting. He seems pretty family oriented which I like. Sundays, he goes to his parents house to hang out and watch football with them. We were going to meet up last night, but between him running late and me being tired/lazy I said we could another time. So the game of cat and mouse continues lol.
Looks like I probably won’t be meeting any other people from the site since my computer isn’t really working right. That’s okay though.
I am doing Toys for Tots this weekend, I didn’t realize it was going to literally all day crazy long event. They said the buses start to shuttle us from Downtown at 6:30am to our destinations. I am thinking holy crap … that’s early!!!! They expect us all to stay until at least until 4pm, even suggested we all help clean up and that could last until 6-7pm at night. I hate to sound … awful, mean, whatever, but hmmm this is volunteering … so if I don’t want to stay the entire freaking day – I won’t. I do need to study for my Humanities exam as well and not just cram it all in on Sunday night.
Well, I think that’s all I have right now. Have a nice Tuesday everyone! Eat some tacos!!!!
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