I won't lie I already am setting up backup plans for v-day weekend incase Kyle doesn't want to do anything. We haven't talked about it and I've never been with somone really during Valenties day. I talked to a gf of mine and we are talking about eating lots of chocolate, watching movies, and ordering in food. I told her even if Kyle and I do something that one of the days this weekend I would still be up to hang out. I guess she is pretty jaded like I am and has been through some rough stuff as of late. I would like to be there and support her. Like I mentioned before, I don't have many gf's so I really want to try and strengthen the bonds I have with the few that I know now.
I haven't started making Kyle's card yet, but I have this image in my head which means that it probably won't turn out like anything I want haha. I am pretty nervous he hasn't mentioned anything and I don't want to ask because I dont want to seem like I am expecting anything even though I would like us to do something nice and sweet together. Whatever that is. lol. I will post up a pic of his card once I get it all ready. Either way I need to give it to him sometime this weekend.
I was at his place this weekend for Superbowl - his mom called and I didn't realize it was her. At first I thought it was another girl. Yeah I know I am rediculas! Anyways, I got mad at this one call that was clearly bs. When the ref. said that the Packers had a foul for grabbing the Steelers mask. Suuuuuch bs!!! I ended up voicing my opinion not thinking about the fact that his mom was on the phone. She heard me. Then asked about me. Not sure what she asked by Kyle's tone totally changed lol so I am sure he was like ah crap damn it. I do know she asked who I was cheering for cause he said oh she is cheering for whoever I am cheering for then he nudged me lol. Which was true cause I don't know jack about sports, but hey I was trying
When I left his place last night I text him, "You make me happy. " He responded, "That's swell Me too!!" Swell? Are you kidding me? Who uses that?! I dunno how I feel about that respond really. Eh. That was pretty hard for me to say to him, but I haven't really told him that saying things like that are hard for me so he has no idea. When I give him his card on vday I will say something about it. Just how I am not good at saying how I feel and its hard for me. Or something to that extent. Eh. Stupid feelings.
Anyways so I suppose all in all, things are still going well.
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