So, I know this prob won't make much sense to anyone, but when I go out I feel that it is SUPER inpolite to reject a drink offered to you. I don't know what got me into this mind set, but I've been this way for as long as I can remember. Thus, it makes me an incredibly irresponsible person. Anyways last night I offered to be DD and did just fine had a couple drinks when my friend and I got there and then stopped drinking after and switched to water. It was hard cause ppl left and right were offering me drinks and even when I said no thanks that I was the DD they still kept at it. Drove me a little nuts. Anyhow go me. I used to be pretty responsible, but then I dunno what happened. Just something turned off - something changed and I quit caring. I think its because I got really depressed a long time ago and I decided that it was easier to make it through the club scene not remembering much when I saw my ex with this other girl. Then, as always once a habit starts its hard to stop. Anyways. Go me I am proud.
If you are going to comment something mean on this entry please dont. This was hard for me to write. |
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