do you never think of yourself?
this is worthy,
i know
(sometimes the worthiness is too much
and i wish you weren't)
and it's subtle worthiness
that no one sees
you're rude, flippant
you've perfected the cynicism
was this deliberate
so that no one would know?
(we know each other so well
and yet so little)
if you were just a little self-righteous with it
i could resent you
trouble is, i'm not
worthy
at all
i'm selfish
trivial
(and i hate that you make me see this in myself
just by being you)
we are separate
and i don't want to be |