Rollercoaster As years go by they constantly tell me it will come in good time . I hang on each word, waiting patiently . Yet the more i wait -- the more discouraged i become. I miss holding hands. Kisses on the forehead. Laying in bed cuddling. Showing him off at family gatherings. Silly nicknames & the list goes on. When friends come to me feeling the same way i tell them their someone out their for everyone. As i say it to them, i beleive it. I mean it. But, if i do then why do i find myself questioning it? Over & over again . ---♥---
Lately it feels like am on a rollercoaster . One minute having the time of my life . Next minute my stomach doing summer saults . Uncertain about the next move, next turn - next twist . I know, this is all part of life. I know, this will pass. But, right now am to inpatient to wait .
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