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Today is my fourth day on weight watchers & I fell off the wagon. I had pizza for lunch & dinner - I didn't go crazy though. I can't help but feel a little dissapointed though. However, i will not let this be a reflection on whats to come in the future. I simply will not. I've talked to a few people that have been on this program & they say the first few weeks are the hardest. I just got to make it past this speed bump & i know ill be just fine. Me and Mike started up again - just friends as benefits this time. This is the first time i have ever done this. Am starting to realize that id be better off without any kind of relationship with Mike. I know that Mike still thinks i like him - which is not the case which makes me angry at myself since I am knowingly leading someone on. I refuse to be that type of person, i will not be that type of person. I notice the next week after we hangout, i just feel shitty. Why make it harder on myself when i dont have too.
classic layouts + crayon box.
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