title. All we did & all it will remain is just fooling around. We didn't talk inbetween the time we met. I always drove the distance - even in the late hours. I wouldn't persue it any further because if i did i would just be settling. It beens awhile since we have met up & ive been holding back texting him but i caved today [he still hasn't texted back]. Thats bothers me & what bothers me even more is that am letting it bother me! I need to cut all ties with him. The reason am holding back is just becauses the relationship is convient. He's there when am feeling lonely. I feel like am just writting in circles. The main reason for this entry is to convince myself i can cut all ties with him. I think in the end, it will just be better for myself. Why let something bother me when i can fix it? I had my fun & now it's time to move on. Honestly, if i was in his shoes i wouldnt meet up again. Whats the point, if i can't get a home run. Who wants to put up with a tease.
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