you taste what you're made of. So.. I've been having a hard time lately, dealing with me being unemployed. Been kinda depressed about it... I'm not quite sure why, cus I hated working there. But, I know one thing is for sure.... I need a vacation So it looks like I'm going out to see Claire & Craig from the 13th to the 23rd or 24th. They're paying for my gas to & from Milwaukee. which is really nice of them. But one things seems to happen right after the other for me, lately. Found out my right break light is out yesterday. Then my computer charger broke, and then my 'dad' called me and got into a huge drunken fight with me cus I apparently haven't given him money for my phone, which is ridiculous. Because I gave him 150 dollars On May 17th for my phone & car. And he said that "I canceled your phone" and I seriously freaked out at him Because now I feel like I have nothing Why not cancel HIS phone? He never fucking uses the thing. It's fucking ridiculous. If he seriously did, I'll go kick his bald ass. I hung up on him twice yesterday because he kept calling me and asking me the SAME drunk questions, and I kept screaming at him to the point where I hung up. I was like "THIS IS FUCKING GETTING US NO WHERE, YOU KEEP ASKING THE SAME QUESTIONS" and he kept blabbering on and I was like ' I HAVE FRIENDS OVER. I'LL FUCKING CALL YOU LATER" and he said "Ohhh. YOUUUU HAVE FRIENNNNNNNNDS OVERRRRRR." and I said "YEAH, I HAVE FUCKING FRIENDS OVER" and hung up... shit is getting ridiculous here he said he has a problem with me now that I'm not working & I said "I WAS LAID OFF, THAT'S NOT MY FAULT, DO YOU EXPECT ME TO FIND A NEW JOB IN 3 DAYS?" fuck.my.life. and then as soon as I wake up today, Gramma turns the air off in my room while I'm in the bathroom and says "we can't have your air on today" but goes in Shanna's house and goes "When you guys go out, keep your air WAY WAY LOW" then why fucking put an air conditioner in my room then if I can't keep it on? then she goes to me "DID YOU GO TO THE BANK?" uhm it's Sunday? Banks are closed and I can't find my debit card, you're gonna have to wait to get YOUR fucking money til tomorrow. Sorry this is such a long entry, just venting... but I think I'm good now. |