you can knock my lights out, but I'll still shine
So, I got home from Katie's this morning around 10 am, and as SOON as I pulled into the driveway, fucking Laura calls me from work and asks me to come in and cover her shift. >_________>
Everytime I need HER to cover MY shift, it's always something to not make her stay for me, but everytime she needs it, I'm always here to cover for her and I always show up to work.
I wasn't supposed to be in until 4, regularly.
So I showered and got dressed and went into work at 12:30....
And I'm just sitting here on break, and seriously, Jess V has pushed me to the point of tears...
I came in, looked at my schedule to see if mine was changed for today, and no...
But, my fucking SATURDAY is fucking changed to a fucking DOUBLE SHIFT.
So Jess V and her fucking sister Claire can take the WHOLE WEEKEND OFF for Claire's birthday, that's TODAY. They just fucking went out to celebrate last night and we had a party here at work, how many fucking parties does she need??
And fucking Jess didn't even ASK ME IF IT WAS OKAY. until AFTER she changed it AND I brought it up to her...
"So, Jess, I'm working a double on Saturday now?"
"Well yeah, you were on from 11-7, but I wanted to check to see if you can work a double.. can you"
In front of EVERYONE, too.
So I looked around and everyone is staring at me, and I said "Yeah, I can."
and she smiled and was like 'thanks.' and then I guess my face got realllll....different. I guess my eyes started their shaking like they do when I get really pissed off and she was like
'are you like, dying or something?"
I went into the back and cried on the phone with my mom.... because this bumps me to 41 hours this week, that's over time... and even though I'm getting time and a half, it still sucks...
Because Jess is also hiring, for sales. and I told her to give my friend Emily a call, so she does what she ALWAYS does and asks someone SHE knows, fucking BIASED.
Then asks Katie to find someone...
WHAT THE FUCK.
I gave her Emily's name and number, fucking call Emily.
I feel like I do so fucking much for her, I always come in when they want me to, I never call out, I'm ALWAYS covering for people, and I pull way more fucking doubles than ANYONE there.
and it's like my fucking opinion means fucking NOTHING to Jess...
I recommend someone and she ignores it?
Emily has a fucking SON to support.
a 7 month old son, who I mentioned to Jess, too...
So then I texted Jinx saying 'These are the kinda days where I wish you were here to hug me, I'm seriously crying right now"
and he immediately texted me back asking "what's going on"
and I told him about the whole thing.
and he said 'Fuck your boss, want me to tell her shes a self absorbed cunt when I get there?"
and I said "yes., for real, I'm literally crying over this."
and he said 'fuck that bitch." and was calming me down..
But I'm so sick of being taken advantage of, being walked ALL over here, bending over fucking backwards for this place, and I don't even fucking get a 'thank you' from Jess, for coming in early...
YEAH, I SAVED YOU PRECIOUS FUCKING TIME, JESS.
When I fucking GET here, she's not even in the building?
OUT RUNNING ERRANDS FOR CLAIRE'S BIRTHDAY?
Getting her cake, and shit? STILL PUNCHED IN?
So you're getting paid to do absolutely fucking NOTHING?
AND I COME IN, TO COVER AND MAKE SURE YOU CAN GET YOUR SHIT DONE ON TIME FOR YOU TO FUCKING LEAVE AND YOU DON'T THANK ME???
I'm so beyond fucking pissed right now.
Words can not even explain what I'm feeling right now.
Yeah, Fuck you too, Jess.
Last fucking time I ever come in early for you AND Laura, ever again.
Because everytime I need someone to cover me, it's always 'Oh, no I can't cover."
Fuck, you.
I'm so done.
7 months of working here and I fucking hate it.
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