more snow, another snow day ♥

02/10/2010

So I woke up this morning, and snow was EVERY where. and it's STILL going down like cats and dogs out.

here's a picture of outside my room.


you can't even SEE my street.
and it's supposed to get worse.
and good news; ANOTHER storm is coming on Monday. /grr.

I had another dream about Jared last night.
Him telling me he wanted to work things out. and was really upset.
Whatthefuck.
Why do I keep dreaming about him? This is the most I've dreamt about him since the break up.

For real; it's starting to piss me off.


That's Jared^
he's not the winner I've dated. In fact he's the biggest loser I've ever dated, with less motivation then a rock. He honestly, was the worst boyfriend I've ever had, if there was such thing as 'wasting time' I seriously DEFINED it.



That's Tom^ probably the best boyfriend I've ever had. But he lives in Oregon and I don't wanna get involved unless he moves here. There's no point in having a great boyfriend that's never around. But he's so emotionally dependent on me, idk what to do with myself. He would do anything and everything for me in a heartbeat. Wants a future with me, that's fo'sure.



That's Chris^
I have a crush on this boy; but he's still caught up with his ex. My brother's ex girlfriend and best friend have their hearts set on trying to set us up. I somehow don't see that happening. He's too caught up with his ex. So I'm not even sure he'll even GLANCE in my direction, as much as Courtney and Allie say he will.


That's Tony^
I've like him since 8th grade >_> just told him last night I liked him on his formspring, he doesn't know it was me, but I sent a text saying it was me this morning, around 10 am. But no answer yet. //looks at clock. It's 11:12 am. I think he might be still sleeping.


That's Jer ^
/cough. Yeah, I almost dated him.


That's Alex^ [on the right]
He's the one I REALLY wanna be with, and I say that completely and fully with all of my heart. He wants to be with me too, but is in Missouri. He picks me up when I'm down, always makes me smile, always sends me the cutest texts messages, just so randomly 'hey prettyness.' or "you is purdy :]" when I feel like I'm about to snap, he somehow calms me down and makes me smile. He's going to school to become a doctor. He seriously is the most amazing person I've ever met, and it fucking sucks that he lives in Missouri. I always think about if I lived there or he lived here; we'd be the most perfect couple. He treats me the way I should be treated. He treats me like a princess. and I really honestly think I'm falling for him.


My wife and best friend^
I love you ♥ Thanks for always putting up with my shit. I got your back, you got mine