And, yes, I'm happy about it...
J asked me last night, after talking on the phone for 5 hours, if I would be his girlfriend. Yes, I feel giddy like a school girl and cannot believe that he will be here in less than 29 hours! Yes, I know we have not met yet in person, but I have talked to him, by phone and text, for 3 weeks straight and each night on the phone for hours. The crazy part? I no longer care about "what if" with Gaspar....those thoughts/feelings have been completely erased. This may not work out, it may only last for a short period of time, or it may last forever. Right now, I don't care. I'm happy and I feel loved, wanted and cherished (which I've never had, not even with my ex-husband).
Love,
Carol
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