Decent Day - Three

06/19/2011

I've found the phone, and contract, I want. Gotta find the computer next and life will be good. I get the phone when my exams end on the 27th-ish, and get the computer after, and depending on, my results, but until then I can look around, right? My results, incase you were wondering, are on the 18th or the 25th of August, which is quite a while to wait, tbh, but nothing I can do. I've also given up stressing about them, I can re-take if I want to and even then, if I don't do great but don't want to re-take, it's not the end of the world.

I went into town today, even though it was raining and I was alone, I had a decent time. I like shopping for CDs (which is what I went in to do). I bought two - Billy Talent III and The Sound of the Smiths, I'm just about to putting them on the computer, listening to The Smiths <3. I went into town for completely different CDs though, lol, but they only had three of them and they were like really expensive, so I'm just going to get them on Amazon - I'm so a CD person, I love the feel of them, the smell of them - God, I'm a weirdo. On the happy side, I found TWO new bands this morning, which is pretty big for me - Sleeping With Sirens and D.R.U.G.S. - it's good because I was getting bored of my music

I think my mum thinks I'm depressed. Earlier she asked me 'are you happy?' and I was like, 'well, yeah, but not always, no one is always happy' and she got a serious look on her face and was like 'percentage wise, how much of the time are you happy?' and I was like -.- 'idk' - recently though, I've not been very happy. Wednesday was pretty good, but other than that it's been less than mediocre, tbh... but idk how to talk to people about it, and by people I mean REAL people. My boyfriend and Roshni will say the wrong thing, Josh won't listen, Joshua won't reply and I can't talk to my mum, so I don't know what I'm meant to do. :\ I'm just hoping it's just a phase. I don't want to be depressed, it seems like a trend and I don't want to be part of it - though, since it runs in my family, it's entirely possible.