I keep to my self mostly now, I don't really e-mail people anymore because I got sick of e-mailing people and getting no feed back ever. I hated calling people after I have not heard from them in days/weeks for them to respond in a way where I get the idea they didn't want to talk to me, plus they never called me. it was always one-sided crap.... sadly there were other people i really cared about that I lost touch with and these were not the ones that avoided me... and now that I have tried to get back in touch, so much has happen that feels like I wished that I was there instead of adapting... Some of them went through some crazy things. I don't know... |