Through many years a lot happened... there were times i really wanted to talk about it but it just had trouble getting out of me. Noothing is like it was before and now my mind is so messed up, so changed... I have become too conflicted about the rights and wrongs of life, to the point to where if i had the funds i'd want to start some kind of movement/cult for something better. I know that's crazy but you see too much and endure so much and from your POV and hear so much from others it makes you question everything. It's more worse when the people that matter most won't even give you an answer/opinion or be so vague that you question your feelings over and over again. I can't make any promises but I do plan on trying to type in this thing again. i am surprised that my dairy still exist.
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