Bullet style entry
*Tonight I am scared of losing my finance and failing to keep my word
* I keep fucking up and while I am not gonna use my disorder as way out however, I will say if I wasn't BI POLAR my life would sure be easier.
* am smoking like a chimney.
* went to ER a few days ago ended up being a panic attack.
*gonna call my psych doc for new\different meds
Wish my luck! |
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i was originally diagnosed bipolar, then they changed the diagnosis to DID and BPD. hope things get better for you. =]