.x. i feel amazing right now .x.
i don't know,there is just something changed in Patrick that is making my heart smile lately. It's so strange because i have never felt my heart be so light and fluffy, almost like there is no worry or burden associated with this relationship.
see, im a jealous girl. ("oh no, not another one of those jealous freak girls") ^_^
I'm so jealous, in fact, that i feel horrible when i think about all the girls that have had patrick in the past ... i know it's pretty bad. don't worry, i don't show it.
Well, today we were talking about our friend Trevor and how he has been dating patrick's Ex (sam's) cousin Shawna ... and i remember a comment that Patrick left on one of Shawna's myspace photos two years ago that says, "wow, call me when you turn 18." ... he wanted to get with her or something.
we were talking about how trevor told me once that he was only staying with Shawna because she puts out ... and pat was like, "shawna is Sam's cousin ..." and i was like "i know, i know who shawna is, she's the girl you wanted to get with blah blah blah." (lol)
and he was like, "that doesn't matter because your the only girl i care about now."
idk, it's just these little comments he's been making that make my heart skip beats and all that sappy shit ... ^_^
plus he's been helping out a lot with rent and bills and stuff ...
idk.
something about him has just changed.
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