Soooo ... i hate being suspicious ... especially when it envolves my lovely patrick lol. my Samsung Instinct (sprint) phone is MISSING. vanished. not in the house. he and i are the only ones with access to this apartment. i asked him. he says "idk, i'll help u look when i get home" ... i says ... "uuuh ..huh." should i be nervous? i mean, he stole my nintendo DS and 5 games from me to sell for dope when he was doing it ... could he be doing it again?? i mean, he's taking suboxone ... kinda ... when we can get it for him. but it's pretty bad when the first person i think of when things go missing is patrick ... lack of trust? much. when will it come back? 8 months of hard work, will it be thrown away? i mean, i always told him i would never leave, never give up on him and so far have kept my promise ... but seriously .. there is only so much 1 person can take, right?? well. we'll find out ... i will update later on tonight if i can coax the truth from within him ... meh. i hate this.
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Oh honey *hugs!* I will be praying for you darling. I hope it is just lost. I hope he didnt fall off the wagon my dear. I am hoping as hard as I can..keep us updated.
