i get paid today. that's a good thing fyi. i just don't look forward to walking in the snow. my bank account is negitive. so i have to cash my check at the black rock market. i feel ghetto. so i have to walk 45 mins to my work, 45 mins back to cash my check, and then 45 mins back to go food shopping and get bs for the house. that'll be the extent of my day. then i'll sit around like a fat lazy ass eating for the rest of the night. then off to work in the morning. yip-ee.
my mother called last night. she still doesn't know patrick is living with me. i haven't told her yet bc i at least want to be out of state when i tell her *ha* ... being out of arms reach just isn't enough. i've seen that lady run. eff that. i always tell patrick to be quite when im on the phone with my mom so she doesn't get wise. but he's clanking dishes together and opening doors the entire time. so either my mom knows and just hasn't said anything, or she thinks i've actually got friends.
i went psycho on patrick last night. i get paranoid when he goes somewhere alone, ok? I'm always afraid he'll relapse again ... bc he's always talking about how he can get free shit from ppl he knows. i guess going crazy on him doesn't help any situation. but damn i feel better. and mellow today. does that make me a horrible person? i guess it does. deep inside ^_^
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