First of all I have to say that I am in love with this music video. But It brings up some memories of my past. I think its kinda funny how the damaged look for someone who is just as damaged as they are. I think its because only the broken can really understand the broken. I Know that the one male that I fully opened up to was just as broken as I am. Him and I had a burning relationship. Lots of passion and fighting and a couple times things did cross a line they shouldn't have. But I loved him and I felt like I didn't have to pretend to be whole when I was around him. He showed me just how broken he was and so I felt I could do the same and not be judged. I see now that what him and I had wasn't healthy but at the same time I miss having that deep of a connection with someone. But I don't feel like anyone else in my life is where I am. I am afraid to let them near me because of how they might react once they see how twisted I am inside. Is that strange of me? I don't know. All I know is that I Love this video and song and now I can't get it out of my head.
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