Let see what today brings.

So my last entry i was talking about the guy im seeing and things so heres what the deal is !

He came over the other night and brought me some food. ( How sweet ) and he sat down i gave him a beer and told him how i felt. Took a lot of guts but I'm a honest person got to tell you how its going now before its too late. So i told him i felt like he didn't want me anymore and that his life might be way to busy to fit me in. " sighs ". His response was " a Sad look" and he said, Don't ever think i don't like you i want you so much everyday, i just work 14 hours a day and have to come home and cook dinner for 9 guys and another hour after work and dinner to cook lunch for the next day and by the time its all done im tired. he said I love everything about you from head to toe. Your beautiful. and I Love You so much. Te amo. I melted. that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever told me. He makes me happy every time he is here makes me feel like i cant even explain how good he makes me feel. But tonight im going to get some beer and relax and he's going to come over and stay the night so lets see how things go later. < its cold outside > so not much i want to do out there. I got my food stamps today so i have to clean house and go shopping. Good i finally get what i want. Its exciting. Well enjoy your day, ganna go get stuff started before i get lazy. lol. i cant help that and plus im burnt from the sun yesterday so not feeling so shabby. Atleast i got a tan going on. Don't look like casper no more. haha

Love & rockets : Jewelz