I had to wake up at 11 today and lemme tell ya i was pissed off. Usualy i dont wake up til 1 but my parole officer wanted to be a lil bitch and make me take me take a damn drug test this mornin. I dont even understand how its ok for them to give me suprise drug tests when i wasnt even arrested for drugs!!! I was arrested for kidnapping. I dont see how those things are related????? Let me explain though that i am NOT a childnapper. I have 4 kids of my own and they were all taken away from me unfairly. I love my kids and i think this is a load of shit so yeah sorry i did take them back to my home. My home is completely safe!! The oldest one is six years old and i have taught him responsibility since he stayed with me. i told him to make dinner for us to help show him responsibility. I have taaught some of my other children ages 2 and 4 the basics of doing laundry. I dont see how im such a bad parent just because i want my kids to grow up to understand that work is needed. I think i have taught them plenty of great things that will help guide them through theyre lifes. It upsets me that the damn police see this as child neglect. The way i see things my kids and everyone else should be happy i brought them into this world. I teach them the way i believe they should be taught and it is no ones business to judge me. Since the state took all my children away im missin having kids. I would love a chance at another but i do'nt have a boyfriend so i cant reproduce. It is confirmed that my ex Robbie is the father of atleast 1 of my kids. Ever since he lost his job at the exxon things havent been the same. hopefully hes willing to make things work because i cant do this alone. I need to catch up on sleep and gather my thoughts about how bad i miss my kids. Please comment comforting things no mean things please. | 
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