Tomorrow is Parker's first Halloween!!!
I can't wait to dress him up & take pictures of him! During the day he's going to be wearing a sleeper that says "My first Halloween" & by night my sweet little boy will be a puppy dog Do expect to see some pictures by tonight
So my parents came by this morning to bring us a corner cabinet they said that we could have. Well while they were over my mom told me on December 1 she's cutting off my phone & putting the truck (which she knows I'm selling & wants to buy it from me when technically it's hers) in my name, saying I have to get new tags and put the insurance in my name as well. I understand I'm an adult and I have bills to pay but to turn it off then is a hell of a time to do that. She knows were saving up for the big stuff from Santa for Parker. It just hurt my feelings that she can cut me off but my 24 year old brother can still live with them WITH his girlfriend (which was always a no no when I lived there) & they pay ALL his bills and don't charge him rent. It really just makes me feel like I'm not wanted by them anymore, as soon as they came over the first thing they did was pick Parker up and say "You really don't know how much we missed him", you didn't miss Matt & I any? I just thought the whole situation is messed up, like I understand their my bills, I don't mind paying them but why December 1? That's alot closer to Christmas & you know I'm trying to save up seeing how we have hospital bills out the ass. I just feel like she's trying to put me in debt. My mom can't stand the fact that I'm a SAHM (stay at home mom) & wants me to get a job bad mainly so she can babysit and CHARGE me for it. Matt's mom won't even charge us! But that's a whole nother story. I don't know maybe I'm looking to far into it but this is not the only bitch move my mom has done since Parker has been born. I just wish I had someone to talk to it about and see where I'm coming from so it doesn't sound like I'm overreacting.
On a lighter note Matt & myself stayed up until almost 5 yesterday night cleaning & organizing our WHOLE house. I told Matt it was our "fall" cleaning. It needed it! The house looks so much better now and I feel great about it.
I've realized today that I don't need my parents if they want to treat me the way they do, all I really need is my best friend/husband & our son. I truly understand why they say marry your best friend, Matt is amazing he's never left my side & ALWAYS been there for me. I couldn't ask for a better husband. When I cried my eyes out after they left today, he was the one that let me cry on his shoulder. I would be completely lost without him.
What's everyone else up to? What are your Halloween plans?
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