Time: 9:39am
State of Being: ready for Winter Break
Song lyric in my head: I just can't wait to be king.. (my friends and I were just on facebook doing quizzes and one of them's life story was lion king.. so we were both singing lol)
current desire: for this semester to be over. For the kids not to be psychos today. lol
where am I?: in the bedroom on the bed
what's that noise?: listening to KVJ (music now- Maroon 5 - Animals)
So how much of these last few days can I squeaze into 20 minutes? (I gotta start getting ready in 20 minutes)
I had Saturday off, which was great. Russ and I had originally planned to clean the apt. He's been annoyingly itchy lately and thinks it has something to do with our progressive clutter/dust/absolute grossness (my words). But we woke up... and cleaning never happened. After some surprise morning fun, we went to breakfast at Barbies. (the place accross the street. we walked.) They have this thing called the Monster Breakfast. It's 9 dollars and a huge plate of food. EVERYTHING just piled together. I've always wanted to try it, and it's splittable for two people. Russ got it once when he went to breakfast with the boys. He forgot there was ham in it. LOTS of ham. I really don't like ham. He felt really bad. It wasn't a big deal. I didn't feel like ordering anything else. But at least I finally got to experience the Monster Breakfast. Sausage, ham, hashbrowns, eggs, gravy.. and probably more.
Then Saturday we basically just laid in bed watching Netflix. It was nice. My first day off in two weeks. I felt antsy thought, like I should be doing something. But I needed the rest.
I also found out that one of my best friends, Kelleigh, has ovarian cancer. I don't want to talk about it too much now, because I have to get ready for school soon, and I might start crying. But she has surgery on December 24. She really didn't want to tell many people. She had surgery in July to remove a lump that they found out was non cancerous. They removed an ovary and a fallopian tube. That was July. About a week later, after she announced there was no cancer, they did find cancer cells attempting to grow, but they thought they had got it. These last two months, she said she had been in so much pain lately. She had a dream, that Lindsay, Krystle, and I drove up to say goodbye to her, and it really scared her enough to go to the doctor where they did an MRI and found more shadows. She's scheduled for emergency surgery on Dec 23.
I know it sounds weird, but I think that's why my fear of death has been so strong lately. Kelleigh and I have this connection I can't explain. I think I might be tapping into her fears. She has three kids, and I know she's so scared to leave them behind.
Okay. have to stop talking about it now.
But if you are the praying type, please pray for her. Or send her positive vibes. Whatever your belief entails.
So yesterday I worked the pharmbox 10-6. It wasn't too busy, and I got to work on the schedule. We have a new girl starting this week, because Donald is retiring at the end of the year. And she needed to be scheduled in. So I had a bit of time to work on the whole schedule for the next two weeks. Guess who gave herself three days off in a row? mwahahahah. We're closed Christmas anyway, which is a Thursday, and I gave myself that Friday off, and I'm always off on Saturdays. Hey. no shame. I deserve it. 
Today is the last real day of the semester. Then the exams for my HS and MS classes are both on Thursday so I have Tuesday and Wednesday off school. I have Wednesday off the pharmbox too. woo-hoo. random weekday off! lol. Then Friday there's a Christmas Party at school. The principal said she can't pay me for it, but I still want to go. You never know if I'm going to get that other job. I may never see those kids again.
anywho, I gotta get ready for school. fun times!
peace!
-mel-
9:59am
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