12/30/14 I used the wayback machine to find a few of my entries. The ones salvageable by the ghost of internet past. I decided to add them back into my diary and just backdate them. click here to view original entry. Bloop is where they started, and Bloop is where they belong.
Time: 2:45pm
State of Being: excited
Song lyric in my head: aggrivation simply aggrivation. aggrivation. this is how it goes.
current desire: for school to start so I can do this directing thing
where am I?: on my dad's computer in his bedroom. (in florida)
what's that noise?: lawnmower man outside
I'm directing a play! I got this thing in the e-mail from the GSU players that needed volunteers to direct student written plays. And I'm going to sign up. This is going to be so much fun. I can't wait. I just had to share that. Directing is something else that's on my list list of "things I want to be when I grow all the way up." so this is going to be great. Hopefully I'm good at it. I'm a little nervous. But trying this out seems like a great step. I have a lot of confidence in this. Which something I hardly ever experience. I don't feel connected to the idea of directing like I do acting, but it doesn't mean that I still can't try it. Maybe a hobby one day?
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today's my dad's birthday. I feel horrible because I forgot. He called me up at ten and asked if I had any plans for tonight. I said I'm going to the movies with Lindsay at 9. "You're not going to be home for my birthday?" LoL I said I was. We're going out to eat when he gets home this evening. which reminds me, I should to get ready or something. I knew my dad's b-day was the 6th, I thought today was the 5th or something. ack. I feel so bad. I don't know if he caught it or anything. I sent him an e-card. It's also my Uncle's b-day. (they're twins) my dad asked to send him an e-card too from both of us so I did.
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I called Lindsay yesterday. lol. I did the "hey I'm in town. let's do something" gig. So we decided on going to see Return of the King in IMAX. (wicked!) as soon as we decided you know what she said? "let's take Ashley with us." LoL! yup. I knew it. I told you she would. *points to last entry* I just said "can we just to something you and me? I love Ashley to death and all, but can we just do something together." She seemed so surprised that I would ask that. But she said "sure no problem." She probably does have a problem with it, and I feel bad about that, but it's always Ashley Ashley Ashley Ashley. I don't have any problem with Ashley. She's a great person. She really is, but I hardly ever get to see Lindsay anymore. I live in Georgia now. Lindsay and I used to do alot together in highschool. but that was a long time ago. people change. it sucks.
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Krystle and I are getting together on Thursday. She said she can take me to the airport on Friday. So I called up Brad today and told him to list me on a Friday flight. done and done. It seems like Krystle's the only one around here that appreciates my company anymore. All my friends have gone seperate directions and hardly speak to one another. They all seperated after I moved to GA. lol. I wonder what that means. Lindsay, Krystle, Miranda and I used to be a nice group. A long with many others. Anyway.. Krystle seems the only one who gets excited that I'm down here. "Why didn't you call me the second you landed on Saturday???" LoL. I dunno. I guess it's nice to be appreciated once in a while. Everyone else here has changed so much. They won't ever admit it. Or maybe we've all just changed and grown apart. It really sucks.
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this is a long entry. completely keyboard deprived I am. lol. I feel so pathetic.
latah y'all!
-mel-
3:03pm
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