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All you need is Love
by ✌-mel-☮

previous entry: negative b plus or minus the square root of b squared minus four a c all over two a 1/13/2004

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incoming message from the big giant head 1/16/2004

01/16/2004

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Time: 11:35pm
State of Being: pain.. cramps.. evil!
Song lyric in my head: I believe in a thing called love.. something something the rhythm of my heart..
current desire: let's see if y'all can guess.... my lap-top!
where am I?: computer room at home
what's that noise?: silence is golden

I went home for the weekend. yay for that. I'm loving the dorms though. I think I'm actually gonna be dormsick tonight. sad.

i watched 3rd rock from the sun last night. I haven't seen it in forever and a day. I used to watch that show ALL the time. love it to peices! but there was no big giant head message last night. I'm sad.

They're thisclose to cutting the Theatre program at school. funding financial crap. Anywho, I'm pissed off. If they cut it, all the theatre majors are going to have to transfer schools. they're giving a year to complete the degree for those that are almost done, but I'm still in the beginning stages. I'm little less than half way done. So this isn't good news. I've been mad all day this is as far as I will go with this rant. Don't feel like getting started up again.

I took out my frustrations on my mom when i got in the car today. didn't mean to, but she promised she would stop smoking in the car. it was a promise. she broke it. I was mad. but then i began ranting about theatre. I hope she understood that I was letting out frustrations. but still..

My Acting for the Camera class is awesome! same with my Philosophy of Religion class and Dramatic Writing class! this is going to be a great semester. I also have an American Govt class but it seems so easy so far. half the kids in the class are freshman and the instructor teaches all of us like we're in highschool. it's great! I withdrew from my Physics class. I can't have that hanging over my head. my goal is to raise my GPA this semester. not lower it... again. so I went from 17 hours to 13 hours. whoosh! big difference! let's hope it's worth it.

I have Dramatic Writing Mondays and Wednesdays from 1:30-2:45. On Tuesdays and Thursdays I have Philosophy of Religion from 11:00-12:15. American Government from 1:00-2:15. Acting for the Camera is 2:30-4:10 on Tuesdays and 2:30-5:50 on Thursdays. wicked fun!

ah. the Advil is kicking in. big significance in pain level. but the uncomfortable-ness is still there, and I'm still queasy. no fun. atleast the pain is less. very good thing.

this week has been SO long. I ran into a guy I had Voice and Articulation with last semester. and we were talkin about classes. I asked if his class started this week or last week. (can't remember what class) then I smacked myself in the forehead when I realized we've only been in school for a week. LoL. it feels like two.

I need to print out my Acting for the Camera syllabus. remind me. and to e-mail my professor.

i need to read y'all's diaries. I feel so bad. my brain is doing overtime work for school. reading isn't working out too well in the comprehension area. and i can barely get on the internet.

I WANT MY LAP-TOP BACK DAMMIT!

*coff* i mean... GRRR

seriously. I feel so deprived. and I really do need it for school. not just for personal reasons. although personal reasons are nice too. i'm going to call that number they gave me and ask for its status. it should be back within a few days. hopefully tomorrow. I'm crossing my fingers for tomorrow.

!!!!!!!! fantasy/sci-fi short story fiction writing contest. first place $1000. and money for second, third, and fourth too. 4 times a year! Click here if your interested ... and that's all I have to say about that. ^_^ !!!!!!!!!!

mreh tiredness. maybe I should get some sleep or something. the quicker i fall asleep the quicker I'll wake up in the morning and be all "hey I'm home again! yay!" type thing. because I used to be home alone all the time while my parents were at work. It's been a month or two since I've had that opportunity, because I went to Florida and also they took a couple weeks off of work and such. so I haven't been home alone in a while. wait.. yeh scratch that. i was home alone last weekend when they went down to Warner Robbins to stay the night for a birthday party. (Warner Robbins is a town. a friend of ours had a birthday. Parties down there consists of about 100 people or so. drinks, intoxication, all types of fun)

aighty. i'm out.

latah y'all!
-mel-

12:03am



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Thanks for that. I try to tell myself that quite often but then seeing everyone so happy together and already "starting their life" makes me feel like I should be there too ya know?

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