Time: 11:51pm
State of Being: happy
Song lyric in my head:because I'm happy!
current desire: a baby. Yup. the clock is ticking. I'm 30. Bring it on future child! I've seen enough in the world to feel confident enough to raise you with awesome ideals and what not! hey! It's my diary. I can be blunt here! lol!
where am I?: In the living room on the couch.
what's that noise?: nothing really. It's kind of silent. I think I need music. Hold up. ..... Alright! ALL Itunes songs on shuffle! This should be interesting. I'll try to keep track of the songs while i'm typing. First song is Puddle of Mudd-Bring it.
So hello Bloop! I can't believe I've started here when I was 19 years old. Maybe 18. It was my Freshman year in college. Now I'm 30. Married. An adult. SO much has changed in 10 years. I wish I would've saved all my entries before Bloop crashed. I was in the middle of a huge life change. (Song 2: Limp Bizkit-Pollution) I think I'm going to recap my last decade in a nutshell.
After I graduated highschool, I moved from Jupiter, Florida to Atlanta, Georgia. Well, McDonough exactly to live with my mom and step-dad. I started Bloop while living with them. I was kind of lonely and homesick, but still enjoying my first year in college. (Song 3: Trapt-Lost Realist) I opened up to my mom about some new age thoughts and ideas. She flipped out and called one of her preacher friends. He ended up calling me EVERY day while they were at work and forcing me to pray with him. Then convinced me and my mom that I was possessed by the Devil. Now that I think about it, that was kind of traumatic. I found out a couple years later that after she snapped out of her funk, my mom didn't know that he was calling me every day. (Song 4: Crosby, Stills, and Nash-Suite Judy Blue Eyes) My mom and I are completely awesome though. After a year and a half of college living with them, I kind of wanted to move out. I had met a lot of friends in college. My major was Theatre so I was taking classes with a lot of the same people. For a while in college, I duel majored in Film and Theatre. After taking a Philosophy of Religion class (sparked by a lot of internal thoughts from being convinced you were possessed. lol!), I began Minoring in Religious Studies. I moved into the dorms in the middle of the Sophomore year. For some reason, they put me in the Freshman dorms, but that's okay because I roomed with my now awesome friend, Alison! Alison and I became awesome friends. (Song #7-Disturbed-Stupify) I continued to Double major in Film and Theatre and Minored in Relgious Studies for a while before I realized that the work load was killing me. I had to drop a major. And I wasn't aloud to duel Minor which was silly. They each had their outside of class time with projects And Film and Theatre were too separate art forms with too separate philosophies. So I had to drop one. So I went with Theatre over Film. I still saw a lot of my film classmates though, because some classes overlapped. Plus I took a couple other film classes here and there. But Theatre was my passion. I LOVED the stage. I love acting, and throughout my college years, I fell in love with directing. (Song #7: Trapt-Bleed Like Me) Anywho, my junior year, I moved in to the dorms with my other AMAZING friend, Christina. Christina is still one of me bestest friends ever! She was a Film Major so we both new the same people and even took a couple classes together. I got a job at the Quiznos connected to the dorms. And Junior year came and went. (Song #8 I can't fight this feeling any longer-Glee Cast OMG Cory!) My senior year, Christina and I moved out of the dorms and into an apartment. I also got a job at Six Flags over Georgia as one of those people who take pictures of you at the front gate. I also met Trey. Oh Trey. Oh the decisions we make in our early 20s. (Song #9: Maroon 5-This Love) Trey became my boyfriend and he moved in with Christina and me. (yes me is grammatically correct) I still feel bad to this day that I did that to Christina. Trey and I ended up moving into an apartment together. I graduated college in the summer of '06. (Song #10: Nelly-Oh Nelly) I quit Six Flags, and got a job at QuikTrip, a gas station in GA.
I should probably start a new paragraph right now. This is looking to be really long. lol! So Trey. Trey had issues. He was constantly drunk and enjoyed pills a little too much. Did I mention I was young and naive? *eyeroll* So somehow, Trey's family who also had similar, if not more severe issues, ended up having no where to go, so they moved in with us. So it was me, Trey, his mom and dad, sister, brother, brother's girlfriend, and brother's girlfriend's baby that wasn't even his, all living in the same one bedroom apartment. (Song #11 Spice Girls - Never Give Up on the Good Times) They all eventually moved out after a few months.
This is pretty long. I think I'm going to take a break from typing for a while. I'm only at 22. 8 more years to go. lol. I'll post another later. I'll even pause the music so I don't miss a song. lol
12:39am
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