Time: 9:06am
State of Being: ok. still a little in shock of quitting. I woke up with a cold. lol
Song lyric in my head: I am the eggman
current desire: new beginning
where am I?: in the livingroom on the couch
what's that noise?: nothing now
I don't have too much time to Bloop. I have a job interview at 10, and I gotta get ready here shortly.
I woke up with a cold. go figure. lol. Maybe all the stress finally exploded. Maybe I got it from helping move Russ' brother last week. Who knows. I don't get colds very often. The timing is too coincidental.
Anywho. I'm now going to focus on me again. I need to get back to hippie mel. Russ told me that mental change isn't going to happen right away. Quitting isn't an instacure. But I need to shake out of this. No excuses. Well except we are broke, and I'm unemployed now. lol. But money is just numbers. I've been saying that forever.
But yay job interview!
peace!
-mel-
9:11am
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