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no longer a teenager 2/7/2004
Time: 10:09am
State of Being: still have a cold, but I'm spiffy
Song lyric in my head: Cheer up sleepy Jean. oh what can it mean? to a daydream believer and a homecoming queen.
current desire: nothing much. a clear nose. but that's it
where am I?: in my room at home sitting on my bed. (i went home for the weekend)
what's that noise?: my stomach keeps growling, but I'm not hungry. I think it's trying to digest the coffee I just downed
The strangest thing happenned to me this morning. I woke up, and I wasn't a teenager anyore. I don't feel any different. But something happenned that turned me into this adult type person. It's really weird. I don't want to be an adult. At the sae time, I'm sick of just being a teenager.
In my Acting for the Camera class a couple weeks ago. My tacher asks the class. "we're all adults here right? Is there anyone under 20 years old?" And I had to raise my hand, not thinking that I was going to be the only one. I felt like such a baby.
But now I don't have to feel like that anymore. yayfun!
I hate runny noses. they're evil!
umm yeh that's about it. I don't know what I'm going to do today. I can never figure out how to act on my birthday. I'm afraid everyone would think I have this greater than thou attitude. But I don't. I'm just here. It's just another day.
Bloody hell! my nose is annoying me. Its the kind where it's only half stuffed up, But just enough where you can't breath through your nose without it making noise or it being uncomfortable. And it's not enough to blow so it just sits there, runs when it feels like it, and makes you sneeze. oh! and it gives you that post nasal drip in the back of your throat that makes you cough every couple minutes. (sorry. I'm sure you really want to know this)
I'm going now. peace out y'all!
-mel-
10:17am |
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