Time: 12:19pm
State of Being: fine
Song lyric in my head:
current desire: to work!
where am I?: in th bedroom on the bed
what's that noise?: Russ is playing Mad Max, but has his ACDC spotify playlist on. Hell's Bell's is just ending.
What is your typical day like? Write an entry of the about what you do on a typical day
My "typical" day is so wonked out right now due to being unemployed. While I don't mind sleeping in at all, I can't really enjoy it. I have no set time to get up. During school, I'd get up around 5 every day. A few weeks ago after I quit, I used to get up around 7 or 8. That was sleeping in. lol. But now I sometimes don't get up till 11. I'm up until all hours of the night anyway. My day is spent mostly on the computer looking for jobs. I try and send out as many resumes I can a day. When I'm not doing that, it's NaNoWriMo now, so i am writing! I have absolutely no excuse not to finish my novel right now. I'm sometimes outside walking my dog. I used to be binge watching my shows on Netflix, but TV is starting to get annoying. lol. When I describe my day, it sounds like a vacation, and it's actually very healing with all the anxity crap I was going though last month when I worked. But it still kind of sucks. I'm honestly the type of person that HAS to work. I feel absolutely useless right now. I could clean the apartment. There's a lot of junk I need to go through and throw out. Maybe purge a bunch of crap. That might be my next project. So now I'm getting anxiety about NOT working. Anxiety sucks. lol And because I'm trying to get a job, I quit smoking. Which sucks, because I still have plenty left. And along with anxiety, it would help immensely with my creative side during NaNoWriMo. lol. And when boredom sets in and my brain has nothing to do but think, I really start to fiend for it. Think of how much more work I could get done. (I get more productive lol) I can't wait to get a job!
Speaking of NaNoWriMo, I guess I better get to it. Who knows, maybe I could get this novel published, become a super famous rich author, and I wouldn't have to feel guilty for sitting around and just writing all day. lol
peace!
-mel-
12:33pm
My NaNoWriMo: http://nanowrimo.org/participants/melm27cat
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