Time: 1:57pm
State of Being: kinda bummed but oh well
Song lyric in my head: it started long ago in the garden of eden..
current desire: to be free from pharmlife. to work with children
where am I?: in the living room on the couch
what's that noise?: nothin atm
So I just got a phone call from same lady from yesterday. She explained that they were looking for and found someone who does speak fluent spanish, so the job interview for tomorrow has been cancelled. She did however say that she will put in on top of the list to be interviewed for an actual teacher's position, not an assistant, if they decide to hire again. So there's that.
I still firmly believe that everything happens for a reason, so I'm trying not to get too bummed. She did say yesterday on the phone that I was overqualified for the position they wanted. (ha! little do they know) (guess my resume looks good) So maybe I will get the teaching job. I really miss working with kids. I miss teaching. I miss guiding them with life issues. I miss their face when they actually start to understand something. Like a light bulb. lol
I'm really tired of working in the pharmacy. It's been 5 years in february. It's just not who I am. Not just the dealing with crazy rude people all day, it's accessing that Type A personality of my brain that only wants to be accessed in case of emergencies. I have a firm Type B personality. And I'm proud of it.
Speaking of the pharmacy, I go in at 5 today. short day.
I'm kind of miffed though that I redyed my hair for the interview. lol. My blonde roots were showing pretty bad, and the previous brown dye had faded to a dull color. I originally wanted to go with a red color next, because it's been a while, but I thought brown would be more professional. For some reason I feel more intelligent with brown hair. I'm naturally blonde with the ditziness to go with it. Maybe it stems from my theatre training. Maybe subconsciously the brunette is a costume of sorts. Or maybe it just brings out the other side of me. I don't know. Just psychoanalyzing.
Welp not much else to talk about. I washed clothes today. oooooh exciting. lol
peace!
-mel-
2:10pm
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RyC: Thank you! Usually I am
all for generic, but that isn't something I really want to find out the hard way. I hope my cramps don't get worse (that is mostly why I take birth control, TMI). And for me reacting different, main example. My doctor put me on Zoloft for anxiety (no
idea why she picked this one, but she did... since its not mainly used for anxiety, but can be). The directions told me to take it at night. OH EM GEE! I could not sit still for the life of me. I got no sleep and tossed and turned the whole freaking
night. It was horrible. Wellbutrin(sp?) was the same. Celexa and Seroquel did nothing for me. She told me Seroquel was mostly used for schizophrenia. I joked and said, "THANKS! Now I am going to start hearing voices" Luckily, I didn't. lol. FINALLLLY....
8 medicines later (yeah i didnt name them all), Kolonpin was my luckiy winner. I broke down after 4 years and just asked for Xanax. I didn't want to be THAT person, but I figured, I had tried enough. Kolonpin is the best thing to ever happen to me. chills
me out and gives me no high. Woo! 