1. i needed ta get a diary back up on here

03/01/2011

I NEEDED....

i used ta have a diary on here years ago under the name tearsong but things happened and i needed ta delete my diary. then last year i had one but i was doin it on my cell phone and its outta minutes. so now i have my own laptop so i can do anything. i know its sad. so many things have happened to me in the last year that im glad that year is over with. my soon ta be exhusband left me and went missin for 2 weeks before i had ta report him missin only ta find out that hes done with the marriage. that put me in a hospital for a week. i found out that i got diagnosed with chronic low depression and skitzo dreams. aparently ive had that my whole life and just thought i was normal. i lost the best job in the world. i have a beautiful siberan forest cat named pepper who me and my soon to be ex found as a wild kitten and now shes the most tamed cat in the world!!! i have an amazin boyfriend now. hes a sweetie though he drives me insane sometimes cuz he worries about everything like i used to before i went into consolin. im goin through a terrible divorce. craig my soon ta be ex called me the other day cuz he wants me to pay for the divorce eventhough he was the first ta say that he was done with the marriage. go figure on that one. right now i have a severe sinus infection and a viral sore throat so im bored off my ass and sick as hell. well i think ya heard enough of my ramblins. sorry







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