5. ugh

i got in a fight last night with my mom. she wants me ta do what she wants me ta do and not what i want ta do. i know that i can't do both college and work. i have learnin' disablilities that make it very hard for me. she thinks that i can do it cuz she did it and the funny thing is she ended up droppin outta college. i just feel trapped. josh was so sweet he told me that i should do what i want ta do and he'd follow me and i turned ta him and told him i can't do what i wanna do. on another note, on wednesday im gonna be goin to adams funeral. im so not lookin' forward ta that but i wanna go at the same time. he was my friend and my brothers best friend and he asked me ta go with him and i said yes. and my cat is makin me laugh cuz shes chasin this tiny yougart cup around tryin' ta get the last remnants of yougart out. its so funny and cute cuz shes so intent on it.

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