~ Tainted Perspective ~
by Tainted Perspective

Sunday - 1:25 PM

12/12/2010

Dreams...

Sometimes I really wish that my insomnia would just come back.

I keep telling myself: "at least its not nightmares."

The dreams though are just getting annoying.

I have laughed every time the one from early this morning goes through my mind today.

Actually, the majority of the dreams I have I end up laughing when I wake up.

Conversations that I am not able to forget, months later even... like the "she's got a 40 page Sociology paper due tomorrow" one.

I just wish I didn't remember so much detail of these so much the last year.

Finals were officially last week. I think that's why I had the dream I had this time.

Things have been going really well at home lately. Naomi brought this up earlier this morning.

I am going to court on Wednesday - Cody is still in JDH from what happened a week ago. This has been really hard for me to think about and I think I've blocked it all out, except when I was meeting with Alisha on Wednesday.

I usually block things out during the week and everything gets brought in my meetings with her... she asks me what I've done to be able to cope through the week - sometimes I don't know, I just have somehow.

That reminds me... I need to make a doctor's appointment tomorrow. Forgetting and partly just putting it off longer.

I realized today how close it is to the new year, my birthday, and classes again...

I keep getting distracted with other things online right now, so I guess I'm done with this entry.