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I will not beg
So this is an addition to my previous entry.
Amanda comes and gets Emilee yesterday while I was at work. So by the time I get home at 11:30 PM....David is ready to go down stairs and "watch" a movie. So I'm thinking hell yes. This is awesome! No kids.
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What the hell did I do? He fell asleep within 15-30 minutes. So here I am, at work again, and I was talking to him over the phone. Explaining how excited I am about tomorrow because I get off at 4:00 so I have the rest of the day with him! And he says "Britney is bringing David and Beth over". WHAT THE FUCK!??! So I explained to him I was really looking forward to tomorrow, but I will not beg him to spend time with me. I just won't do it. I feel like I shouldn't have to beg. I feel like I've been verbal with him and explained what I want....but he doesn't care. In fact....here is our text conversation:
Me: You know I was looking forward to tomorrow because I got off at 4 and had the rest of the day with you. Fuck it. I'm not going to beg you to have alone time with me. I will not do it.
Him: I have to get my kids are u really mad at me for that!!!! That's fucked up of u I want time with u too wtf. FUCK YOU DARENDA Fuck you. That's so goddamn wrong of you.
Me: Yes, i'm the worst. Because I have been trying to get time alone with you for 2 fucking months and you don't want it. But I'm the one that's fucked up.
Him: Don't fucking say I don't want time with u. Don't blame that shit on me theirs something going on with u!!!! U should never be like that because I get my kids! U stay on the god dam phone talking to everybody but me!!! That is fucked up of u to be like that! Don't blame shit on me cause you got some fucking issues going on!
Me: K
I will not ever ask again. Never.
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