Not feeling it
I haven't been able to go work out for a little over a week. Bothers me. David did go to the emergency room. His rib is in fact broken. He's been out of work for over a week. And I'm just stressing out about bills really bad.
I've had college on my mind a lot lately. I wish I could go so bad. I get so upset. I would love to go back to cosmetology school. Given I would have to start over completely because it has been more than 7 years since I started the cosmetology program. (Your hours start when you first start cosmetology, so I started my sophomore year of high school, and after 7 years, you lose those hours). But I just don't have the time. I'm always doing a swing shift at work, and we only have 1 vehicle so I'm also having to work around David's schedule. And then the kids....
I just feel like my dream has been shattered. I can't quit my job to go to school. We need the money. Me quitting is not an option. I wish I could find something else I love, that I could do an online course for. |
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