Jork's Diary
by Jork

.x. My Fears

03/23/2015

Oh Lawd You know. I feel like I'm on Cloud 9 right now with finding out about my pregnancy. I couldn't be happier. This is exactly what I wanted. But I do have fears.

Such as, I am scared to death of having a miscarriage. That's always been a huge scare for me. I am scared about my family. His family couldn't be happier....but mine will not speak to me. Are they going to hate my baby just because they don't like David? Is it really so terrible that I wanted a child with my husband?

I am happy that I'm pregnant and do not regret anything...but I wish my parents would act like they gave 2 shits instead of just shutting me out.

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Congratulations on your pregnancy, don't stress about a miscarriage. I had one and a stillborn so it's not easy for me.

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I know its hard to be happy when your family isn't supporting you, but you still have to show them that you are living your life the way you want to and the way that makes you happy. If they don't eventually come around, well... that's their loss!

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