So the other day when I wrote that entry, later that night I got my period. It's amazing honestly. I all of a sudden have a perfect 28 day cycle period which I've never had before....and the 1 time that I try to get pregnant....I can't. Like....what the fuck????
It just really bothered me the other day when I got my period. I just don't understand. David has 4 kids and I have 2 so we are more than able to have kids. What is the fucking problem!?!?!?!?!?!
Having a normal cycle means you should be able to get pregnant sooner. It's a good thing! It takes an average of 1 year to get pregnant for most women. Hang in there!
1 year seems like a lifetime when you really want something. But you all give me hope. I guess it freaks me out a little bit cause my papsmears always come back abnormal, and then that follows up with a biopsy....so that makes me wonder if I can still have kids. Or maybe something is wrong down there that the doctor hasn't seen.