He's making an effort
So as you all know, me and David have been trying for a baby. He's has been ontop of it! (Literally :) ) Every night when we go to bed, he's keeps saying "You ready to work on that baby?" which is crazy because we have a great sex life, but we don't do it every night. But he is doing it everyday. I asked him why, (because the last couple of months he says "Just let it happen, if you keep talking about it, it won't happen") and I've done that, and it's not working. So now he's asking what the likeliness of me getting pregnant (on a scale of 1-10 on my ovia calendar). And I just want to sleep (what the fuck?). I haven't been getting much sleep lately. Last night I slept about 5 hrs. The night before I got an hour and a half. And the night before that I got just under 3 hours. Like...I've been exhausted. I want a baby, probably worse than David, but I just needed sleep lately.
By my fertility calendar, today and tomorrow are the last days that I even have a chance to get pregnant. And I take a pregnant test in just a little over a week. I hope it worked this month....considering we've been trying since December. I know that's not a long long time, but I seriously feel that I've never had this much trouble getting pregnant!
David is being awesome about this whole thing. He's my rock. And I'm glad that we are both on board. Before, I felt like we were both on board before, but he didn't really 'worry' about it would be the word I am looking for. He just had sex like we normally would. And did not talk about any type of a baby. But this month he has done a complete turn. He's talking about. He's having sex with me almost every single night, asking me what the chances are, and actually talking to me about it. He's awesome. |
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