.x.Wearing down

Dude, I'm exhausted.  Waylon has decided the last 4 days that he does NOT want to partake in nap time.  And it is pure HELL.  Like, shit.  Moms not been feeling well.  I took her to the doc friday, and they sent her to the hospital to have an ultrasound and blood work done.  She has a gallstone.  Her gallbladder is inflamed, her pancreas is inflamed, and her liver enzymes are up.  I have an appt tomorrow morning and then after my appt, I have to take mom back to the doctor so they can recheck her bloodwork.  My poor momma worries me.  Charity is in the 5th grade.  Me and her are struggling....a lot.  Ezra is in the 2nd grade, supposed to be in the 3rd but he failed.  His reading is great.  I'm really proud, even though his speech is still hard to understand sometimes.  Waylon.....oh man.  He is the child that makes me question things.  Like, I'm almost ashamed to think about sending him to school lol.  He's so bad.  So....just loud and mean and ugh.  If he can make me cry, kids aint gonna  be a problem.  Pretty sure he'd be kicked out by the second day of school.  Like, my left foot has a huge bruise on it where he steps on it and twists, so it does this pinching thing and hurts like hell.  Random toes are usually bruised where he throws his sippy cups at me.  My legs have bruises where I try to rock him at night and he gets up and down to walk on me.  Like, I stay bruised cause of this boy.  I worry about everyones safety if I have to send his bad ass to school.  He's almost 3 and he's just getting rougher with age.  Agh, I'm wore out.  Super worn out.  I need sleep.  As if that's possible.....