Guess who, in the midst of slaving away at her clinical paperwork, got asked to a 3some at a time to be named later in the future?
YES YOU'RE RIGHT THAT WOULD BE ME!
I dunno if I'm actually going through with it, but it's an ego boost none the less.
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I am feeling confident ... even though I have to be at the hospital in just over 6 hours and have yet to sleep ... I feel confident that I will provide good care tomorrow. Only Four Days of Clinicals LEFT!
After tomorrow, guess how many days!? Three!!!
Did I mention that I had an offer for no-strings-attached 3-way nookie? Oh right, I did. Well I'm excited about it anyway.
Granted, when I get back I'll have to make up two days of clinical I missed due to mental disturbances (depression r/t my mom being dead and my bf leaving me), but my teacher has graciously given me easy assignments full of fun and I will hopefully get to make lots of needle sticks when I go to outpatient surgery.
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You know what else is exciting!? When I'm done with this semester I'm going to get a tattoo of a caduceus on my left upper arm...only not a normal caduceus, one with like...ragged black dragon wings and a skull instead of a sphere on the top. And instead of snakes, dragons. I like dragons. Dragons are symbols of strength. I've been plotting it as my reward to myself for graduating. It will be my first tattoo and I've been working on the idea for over two years. Squee!!!!
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I'm starting to think that all the shrinks may have been wrong. Maybe I'm bipolar 2. I have incidences of what I think of as 'mini mania' where I have a disproportionate amount of energy and enthusiasm and don't need as much sleep but it's not enough to impair my functioning. I get like this especially when I'm stressed with work and finally knuckle down and JUST DO IT! I feel energized and happy and self-satisfied.
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The dog is whining at me. He wants to go to bed. It's almost 1am and clinical starts at 6:45am. I'd better go catch some ZZZ's.
~Tak~
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