I know no one reads this, but I wanted to update to make it official. I jumped off the band wagon completely for a couple weeks and I am 90% sure I gained back all of the 10 pounds I lost. =[ Which sucks, but it's not the end of my journey. Tomorrow is definitely day one of working out and dieting again. On Monday I start school, and so I will be in a daily routine. Since I have quit my job, I have just been being lazy and eating like crap. It was a nice little vacation from the real world, but I have to get my butt in gear again. I feel so crappy about myself, and like such a failure for quitting. I just need to get back on track, I know I can do it. I did it before, and I was enjoying myself, and it wasn't like a real diet because I could have treats here and there. It was just eating better and exercising. So that is my update, I think writing it in here will make me have more motivation to do it. It's not that I haven't been motivated, it's just that I forget to track my calories, and then I'm like well I already messed up anyways. Anyways this entry is old, I have been ignoring it for a while now. |
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Reading this actually motivates me to go work out now, I'll go do that right now.