Should i go, or Should i stay...

02/15/2010

So we've dated for a month and soo. As Best Friends we were perfect..
U liked me, i ended up likin you..
Now we r together, nd after a month everything's fallin apart..
You past is bac "ex gf"
nd Im thinkin shes getting in the way..
You dnt call, U dnt show Affection
I like you but i think ur over me..
Do u really like me??
Or do u just not wanna hurt me??
Do u wanna stay or leave??
This is soo much for me, nt Even my stomach can take it..
Its like one thing on to another..
I ask myself, if i let him go?
Will i see that he realy cared..
But if u do, u should show it before the Alarm goes off.
You have 3 days, Three strickes nd ur out.
I feel like theirs more to say, but it just makes u look bad..
Your gud guys, Ur just too complicated.
nd to make it worst; i cant see thru you like i do wit some guys..
Ive been hurt before, but i gave you a chance bc i liked you.
But now, ur Just a Whole diffrent person.
Idk wat to say..

They say The best part of a relationship is that special feeling you get in your heart when you are with that person. That feeling tickle in your heart when you hold their hand, the sudden nervousness you feel when you're talking to them. And that feeling of euphoria you get when you kiss your gf/bf. This could also be the scar......best part of a relationships, as it leaves you to the worst pain in the world, the pain of heartbreak. Love is an emotional roller coaster, and the only way to get off is with heartbreak.

Do you feel that way, or are we just together...
I wanna let go but i know we can fix this..
Im missing something.
Im leaving something out.
But im gonna shut up, bc sometimes i feel like i shouldnt waste my breath..
nd plus NOT EVEN WORDS CAN EXPRESS THE WAY I FEEL..
y do i feel like this??? im serious..im too young for all this.
thats all i can say for now..idk how i feel yet..
Illl get bac at you soon, but ill leave you wit a song.....


[This feelin' that I goin' through
You got me caught up and I'm so confused
And everything I thought that we had was true
But now I'm seein' a whole different side of you
You got me goin' up and down
And around and round
I'm goin' up and down
And around and round
Goin' up and down and
Round and round
And round and round we go

[Chorus - LeToya Luckett:]
I'm so tired of playin' love rollercoaster wit you
Cuz my heart can't take this drama you be puttin' me through
It goes up and down
Round and round
Round and round
Over and Over again]
-love rollercoaster by LeToya nd Mims

Im I over reacting???