ik i havent wrote in while, well ive been busy..
hard week 
.my bf is locked up, i have a million questions about wat will happen when he gets out..baby mama drama an all
.I loosing touch wit my best friends
.I try hard to please almost everyone..then ones i care bout
.Im stuggling wit being happy bc im always down. Im kinda sick and tired of being asked wats rong 24/7
.I have homework, nd i dnt do
.I have meetings i have to miss cuz of lacrosse "/ which im eating heathy for nd drinking lost of h20 which i never do.
.Idk whats next but i really hope its gud before i give up wit tears.
.I get irritated also agrivated very easily/ fast
.Nd love just sux. y cant i just be happy? y cant i get wat i want?? y cant things go my way?
Time is def not my best friend. nd my Ex is nt here for me like he promised
nd another thing im totally terrified to get hurt...i cant take another hear break soon. ill totaly go dwn hill.
Nd i gotta get close to God again..
See what i to do list i have, nd thats now even half..
I need an agenda Plans are something else. always always always a disappointment..which i passionaly hate..
well thats all for now..i have to call my first bff in the USA 
NIGHT
LOVES.....anonymous chick <3 |
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