All Talk And No Action

01/20/2013

SUNDAY
20th January 2013, 1.41 PM.

All Talk And No Action Hey people.

I'm worried about my mom. She's starting to feel pain if she turns her body or if she sits up sideways. I'm so worried about her! I wish I could turn into a helpful and obedient child but heck, it's dang hard to change your personality. I'd say it's impossible but then I'd be lying. Merda, I feel so useless! I don't even help to clean the room, wash the dishes, or even study! What kind of child am I??!?!? I want to do all those things but my laziness is stopping me! I'm such a shitty person!

I used to think that I loved myself but now when I open up to the world, I think, "Do I really love myself?" I have to! I just have to! But how can I love such a shitty person?

Have a great, positive day, everybody.
"Life is a rollercoaster." -Dreamer

P.S. And yes, I meant "merda", not "merde". I'm using the Italian one.
P.P.S. Did I just say something happily when I'm upset?? O.o

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Well, I don't think you need to change your personality in order to help out more. Instead of sleeping half the weekend away, why not get out of bed and study some, then do some sort of cleaning, whatever it is that needs doing the most that you can help with. I'm sure she'd be very pleased.

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I don't really sleep that much, it's just that I keep using the computer.

That's good advice but it's a question of whether I can actually do it or not.

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