An Awesome Personality, My Thoughts On Feedback, And The Sahara Desert | 01/11/2013 |
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11th January 2013, 3.24 PM.
 An Awesome Personality, My Thoughts On Feedback, And The Sahara Desert Hey peoplez!!
FINALLY!!!! It's Friday!!!! The beginning of the weekend!!  So! Well. Something happened just now. OK, so T.G, Honeybee, and I were chatting. Then the topic suddenly turned to me. I don't know how, but we suddenly started talking about my personality. I remember that Honeybee said this at one point, "We want to crush your bad habit." "My bad habit of what?" I said. "Of your not always being serious," she replied. Well, that's true. I'm like, never serious (except when I'm angry, though, LOL). I smile and laugh a lot (especially in my English class! Ms Sahara is so funny! ). Not to mention my craziness.  But I LOVE my personality! Who wouldn't want to laugh and smile and be happy all the time?!?!? "And then you don't want to be serious for PSLE?" said Honeybee. That hit a nerve. I was indignant! I mean, of course I have to be serious for PSLE!! But do I have to be all, y'know, silent and moody and all stand-offish??? But instead of lashing out or anything, I just said (in like a fake hurt voice), "Oh gosh, you just hit a nerve!" Then, in my normal voice I said, "Haha, not really" and laughed. Why I said that instead of lashing out? 'Cause I wanted to show her that I could be non-serious if I wanted to and really, I didn't want to start a fight and break up our fragile Bond of BFFship. And when I started playing around with T.G, she said, "Stop being like a child!" OK, well, they didn't crush my 'bad habit', but that did crush my feelings. I just silently sat down in my seat. I told her, though, "Well, you didn't crush my bad habit, but you sure did crush a small part of my heart." With a pretend (more like sarcastic, actually, but my Sarcastic Smile is like a Pretend Smile, LOL) smile. And a pretend happy voice. See, the weird thing about me, is like...how do I explain it...OK, for example. I made Eye angry. She would like, "BLAH BLAH BLAH" angrily. Actually, not really, Eye doesn't say stuff like that when she's angry, lol, but I don't know how to say it, but anyway! I'd just grin and go back to my seat. You'd think that I didn't care. I do. It's just that I have too much pride, which I'm pretty sure I've mentioned before in one of my entries. So I just put on the Mask of Happiness, when deep down, really, a Waterfall of Regret flows inside me, and the Key to unlock the Box of Apologies is unable to open the Box. Why? 'Cause the Lock of Pride refuses to move what ever clockwork there is in locks that opens them. Wow, I love naming feelings! LOL, that was totally off-topic...  Anyways, the only person who can change me is me and I am not about to do that. Though, I would like to get rid of my temper and annoyingness, though. 
Anyways! I'm going to talk about comments again. Haha, I was pretty happy to find two comments on my entry, "An Entry With An Enthusiastic Beginning And A Tired Ending". It's not just about childhood actually. I thought that people would voice their opinions on my entries. Or maybe tell me what they think of my stories (don't worry, though, I already know they suck. And no, I'm not trying to get you to say, "No, they don't!" by saying that). That's what I thought feedback was all about. But hey, hey, don't go rushing off commenting on my entries just because I told you to. If you don't want to, it's OK. I'm not about to force people to do something that they probably don't want to do or are too busy to do so anyway. Besides, you guys have your lives to think about, you don't have the time to think about silly things like comments and feedback. 
So! I talked to Ms Sahara today and asked her if she'd read my Journal yet. She told me that she hadn't 'cause she was too busy to read it yesterday. Oh well. I understand. A teacher's life must be pretty hectic, what with all the worksheets and activities you have to prepare, and you must treat the little kids oh-so-carefully and guide them.  She has THREE classes to teach. No, not one, not two, but THREE!!! Gosh, and she told us that normal schools only give teachers two classes and only two classes. Never three! Also, I asked her if she wanted her actual name revealed. She didn't want to. "I always feel as if I'm being stalked," she said. "No, I'm not kidding!" she insisted when I giggled. LOL, I never said she was, I just giggled (no offence, Ms Sahara, if you're reading this). So anyway, she'll remain as Ms Sahara, just like the Sahara Desert, except that she's not a desert.
Well, I'm going to go and play GMod now!
Have an awesome day, everyone! Remember to be yourself! LOL! ^u^ |
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